You're not feeling suicidal, are ya? If so, there's always at least one person online and in-person who you know well and cares for you. Even if you don't have anyone to talk to and you're full of negative life experiences, it's useful to look back and think on what there is to learn from it. While stepping away from the digital world and just walking around your house to think, acknowledge what you've went through and how you've changed your life to adapt to those bad moments, and that whatever you can't control isn't worth your time. Anything that can keep you busy, even mindlessly doodling in the first art idea that gets in your head regardless of if it's "good or bad," anything to do to ignore what you can't change is worth it
NikoN1nja
I'd suggest to talk to someone about that stuff. Hell, even posting here more would work.
Also I've checked your art real quick... Looks really good, and it would be really damn sad to lose someone like you. Please don't do anything harmful to yourself.