my life has been on a downward spiral, esp since the freak who shall not be named was elected into office. literally nothing in my life feels interesting or enjoyable anymore, including art. I just feel sick all the time and can barely do anything. hell, I threw up this morning for no clear reason. so, if things don't get any better (which they likely won't), I'm giving up on life and art. I'm sorry to anyone who thought I was worth something.
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might give up on art and possibly my entire life
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You're not feeling suicidal, are ya? If so, there's always at least one person online and in-person who you know well and cares for you. Even if you don't have anyone to talk to and you're full of negative life experiences, it's useful to look back and think on what there is to learn from it. While stepping away from the digital world and just walking around your house to think, acknowledge what you've went through and how you've changed your life to adapt to those bad moments, and that whatever you can't control isn't worth your time. Anything that can keep you busy, even mindlessly doodling in the first art idea that gets in your head regardless of if it's "good or bad," anything to do to ignore what you can't change is worth it
I guess I don't really plan on ending my life tbh. I've got too many people that like me for some reason, and I don't want to traumatize them because they don't deserve to live with that. the suicidal thoughts just get really bad some days because of how grey and hopeless shit feels paired with how much little value I see in myself. you do make tons of good points, esp with the not worrying about things we can't control part.
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I'd suggest to talk to someone about that stuff. Hell, even posting here more would work.
Also I've checked your art real quick... Looks really good, and it would be really damn sad to lose someone like you. Please don't do anything harmful to yourself.